The gravitas of the moment is falling on my still deaf ears, and I am lingering in a shadow of a doubt.
There you are. Starting off on the right foot, making headway.
- What are we listening to right now? Levellers - Elation (remastered version)
- Where are we? Aganan River House, Island of Panay, Philippines
I am unemployed, and so I blog. I haven't for years, but here I am.
I have never really been in this particular situation before, but such is life, I guess. Sometimes we're the dinner and sometimes we get to sit and eat. My forks are all knives, my knives are the plates I gave to charity and the charity was the kindness of a passerby.
So we smile in our shifting seats, we make way. We deliberate and we pause, choosing not to sink in further than we meant to do, but falling nonetheless into the bog.
I guess I haven't had the time to feel so sorry for myself, haven't given myself the time to mourn or fall in line, been too busy making things work out just to find they weren't working out at all. Ah well, at least I have some good things. Let's consider gratitude and stop delving for a bit. Here we go...
1 & 2 - Resha. Ashby.
Those are two points of unending mirth right there.
- What are we listening to right now? Echo & the Bunnymen - The Killing Moon
Now... where were we... ah yes, gratitude...
3, 4, 5, & 6 - Rent is paid, stomach full, lights are on and we're all home.
7, 8, & 9 - I'm smart, I'm dedicated and clever.
We'll get through this.
Why do I always right the most when I am in the dumps? Because the page knows who I am far better than any other living soul, myself included. Oh yes... that lovely page... that white and silken thing, quiet, and wrapping itself across my brain to shoulder every weight I've ever borne.
Oh, that page, that sweet sweet page.
Anyway... that's enough of that for now. Time to get to the work of finding work. I'm a man without a paying job, and that's no good for anyone, most especially for the top two on my list.
Love you, bye <3
31 May 2024
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